shit. shit. shitty shit. i was watching the american music awards on channel5 when i decided to go up for a shower. because we have to leave soon for family communion. stupid thing is, i already knew jmac was presenting an award on the ama. i watched that clip of him giving the award away on youtube. so i wanted to finish it, the show, but i can't leave home without showering, so i went to take a quick one. just for 20 mins. TWENTY MINUTES. out of the whole show, and jmac had to present when i was in the shower. damn!

i get my satisfaction from little things like that, but i'm always denied of these more often than not! grr. its terribly frustrating and upsetting, ruining the mood for the new year. looks like 2007 isn't going to be all nice and peachy. or at least the start of it isn't going to be. (i'm saying that only because i'm seriously hoping the next year will go well for me)

ps, sorry jaclyn, but i'm pretty sure you're going to have more fun than me! ):

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oops, i got it wrong. the clip i watched was the billboard awards with kathy somebody, i never got to see the ama one, i only read about it on jmac's blog.

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escape with the red camp leaders. ended up going with jaclyn and fuad. (: shared great laughs, great music too! broke ALL of daddy's rules. although jaclyn was appointed my mu of the day, she makes quite a lousy mum. she doesn't enforce rules and discipline one. haha. i'm sorry jaclyn. i'm tired. and i still feel wet! i hope i don't get rheumatism from earlier. /:

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our server was affected by the earthquake! so there are many sites that i can't get into now. including many people's blogs. ohwells, my bad luck i guess. i have a story to share.

after two wondeful years of married life, a special couple was blessed with a little girl. needless to say, they were elated. on a regular afternoon, soon after the girl turned two, her parents found her on the ground of their perfect wall to wall carpeted master bedroom where they had left her to play, her face an eerie shade of blue. panicking, they rushed her to the hospital. she was then diagnosed with asthma, and it was bad.

because of her illness her parents showered her with utmost love and attention. she was the pampered princess in the family. when she complained she was tired, the devoted dad would carry her on his back. when she got even older, and he was unable to carry her physically, but made it a point to drive her to her desired location whenever she asked him too.

she was always the weak kid, exempted from pe and physical tests. regular visits to a specialist and punctual medication was crucial during her growing years. she also developed other health problems along the way. nasal infections, skin problems are some of them. she had a low immune system and was prone to the common cold and other viruses or bacterial infections.

but when she hit her teens, the amount of attention her parents gave her dropped as she learnt how to take care of herself. she did not adjust to this change immediately , and would do silly things to gain her parents' attention once again. she would get into trouble in school on purpose and "forget" to take her medication. she would often complain to and quarell with her parents for no rhyme or reason.

it took countless couselling sessions, encouragement from the people around us and a specially arranged trip to a foreign country to repair this badly damaged relationship with her parents. by the end of 2005, she managed to look at things from a place that was not a child's point of view. unfortunately for the family, the asthma struck again in 2006.

it got pretty bad, such that simple physical activities would leave her panting and wheezing. she got an attack once when she made the critical mistake of forgetting to bring her inhaler along with her when she went to school for an exam. her teachers rushed her to the hospital, and she felt embarassed being so helpless in front of her friends and other school mates. it almost felt as though the inhaler was like her life support.

in the rainy season, an attack was inevitable. she caught a cold, which triggered off the asthma. the inhaler wasn't working and she was panicking. she called her dad, who drove her to the family doctor who put her on the nebulizer. sitting in the cold, empty room she remembered all the other times she had her attacks and realised the people who would always be worried for her no matter where she was in life were her parents. a little girl of about three sat outside the room she was in, watching her intensely as she breathed into the mask, little clouds dancing in front of her face.

i hope that no other little girl would end up sitting in that chair at 16 years of age. its awfully painful even when all other aspects of my life are great. it still hurts to think that i am still so vulnerable after all these years.

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we ended up with time in between service and grace and gloria's house as service lasted just a little more than an hour today. it was really short. there's this song, i think its called we are the reason. together with today's sermon about love and life, it really reminded me that even though we enjoy christmas for the gifts and stuff, there is something we really shouldn't forget,

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second musical in two days. this one's called are we happy plastic peopl, and was about the superficial life of teenagers. its something all of us can relate to. it really ministered to me. it was actually candice's life testimony, and she was the lead of the play. (: i think the church is called tabernacle of christ. its very small, even smaller than mci. their entire congregation is like 100plus people. and again, friendly people.

the rest of the day was spent with the family. gosh. it was hectic. our family is obviously huge enough, but today's jamie's birthday as well and that girl of mine got to invite her friends over as well. uncle boonsing's family were there too, but i think they might have felt left out. i mean, the gift exchanged is a tradition of our family ever since i could remember, and then while we were doing the usual tearing open and guessing who bought what, they just sat around and...watched?

i got to meet a couple of her ballet girls as well, who were all really shy for some reason. ahgu and uncle james brought a few of us to pasir ris park to see/feed/ride horses. i didn't get to ride, since i was wearing a skirt, but they didn't let you ride on your own so didn't look as fun anymore. ohwells. uncle james brought this 15 year old korean girl hyeji along too. she's so sweet, but so quiet!

christmas service, 8.30 tomorrow morning!

HAVE A BLESSED CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! (:

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mci christmas musical tonight. it was not bad. entertaining. (: the dancers were good. and i met eileen!. i haven't seen her for about a year until now. and it was great. i spoke to alot of other mci people tonight too, while waiting for dad. they're just a really nice group of people la.

i'm a teenage girl heavily in debt, in my own terms. see my mum needs to give me 50 next week, and if i sit twice next week 3 hours each it'd be 60bucks. after paying off all my debt i'll be left with only 20. unless i get the sitting cash from xiao-yi next week too. she owes me. i hate borrowing money, but sometimes i get carried away. ugh. i can never be trusted with a credit card. and if i get my atm card from dad i'll end up spending everything in my account! is there someone i can go to for help?

i need sleep. and cash. thankyou.

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i just remembered! i'm not that dead yet! amos and russel both owe me 20 each! (:

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someone posted as me on jaclyn's board! who would do such a thing?? i'm thinking the person is smart enough to say something to/about me here. and whoever it is, if you think i'm goddamn pretty, thankyou. just so you know, i've never used the word goddamn. try harder.

today's been pretty weird. towning with carina and cheryl. like i guessed, they hit it off really well. we got free manicures and spent ALOT of money. i've been spending money like water! money i don't even have! this has to stop, soon. no, it can't afford to stop soon, it has to stop now! this is unbelievable.

we pissed off some woman today. she had a kid in a stroller with her. she was feeding the kid, at the fountain in taka, and i politely asked her if she could move down a little so i could sit. she glared at me, i stared back, and she moved! yay right? not. as she moved she dropped the chopsticks on the floor. for some strange reason carina started laughing. wrong move. the woman turned around and spat "you think its very funny to laugh at me is it?" that shut carina up fast enough.

then she slammed the box of food shut, stood up and jerked the stroller before walking away. did i mention she had tatoos on the inside of the left wrist (where my fake one is) and on her ankle. i pity the kid. i don't think i should be making assumptions, but i think she's either a single parent or her husband is those gangster kinds. freaky.

its sad to know kids are growing up with people like these around them. if this little boy grows up watching her treat strangers like that i'm pretty sure he'll do the same, and then there'll be more disrespectful people in the world. this lady is going to haunt my dreams tonight, you should have seen the hate written all over her face.

i'm spooked.

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we're getting the new sofa today!! (: amos went to school to collect his stuff, i think both mummt and dady went with him. despite my telling dad twice that i needed cash today cos mum took back all her christmas money and i need to go out, he forgot. he forgot! that is just perfect isn't it? ugh. now annie went to draw money, just for me. how sweet.

i gave kim and nat their christmas presents last night. and needless to say, they loved them. for some strange reason they wanted to play with each other's presents. hmm. was on the phone with carina till 2 in the morning although i'm going to see her later, with cheryl, but they both don't know that. yet. and she woke me up early this morning too, before my alarm went off. she went with justin to collect his secondary school stuff i think.

there was a strange dream last night, as there is almost every night. but this one's less embarassing and more worth thinking about. i made a prank phone call. to an asshole i used to know. i was a girl calling from moe and i made fun of his stupidity and poor artistic abilities, although he claims he's an artist or a designer or something like that. well he doesn't have a portfolio, and his drawings that i've seen that he was so proud of, sucked. i also asked him about him and girls, and he told me about his 13 girlfriends. again. once in real life is enough, thankyou. from there i called him a childish dumb fcuk, laughed, and hanged up.

i am evil! i'm actually hoping i'm nicer in actual person after this dream. /:

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ooh its been a long long yesterday and today. see let me list my activities.
yesterday
hair done;
christmas shopping for kids with mum;
that's all actually, but it took us a long time to get all those things done. the entire day. in fact.

today
shatec open house with sam;
shopping with sam;
walking around with sam, samlee, jed, alvin;
dental appointment;
dinner with jac and family;
shopping with jac;
guy watching with jac;
wow, i never knew i can complete so many things in a day! but it was real fun. jaclyn and i were like complete cam whores, even to the extent of taking neoprints. when jaclyn send me the pictures i'll definitely post some of them up. (: we even took a picture with a random angmoh lady in the toilet! and then there was one taken with the stiltwalker.

its been fun. i love the hols again! (:

if anyone gets the chance to read the book the california club, its a really good book. the the author is really great at creating the feeling. (: ilena recommends.

and for the next two days, this house will the sofa-less. the old one said bye today, and the new one has yet to come in. grr, how can i watch my tv in peace if i've got nothing to lie on?? how is it possible for people to live where there's a sofaless living room? this is nuts. and i've got no curtains in my room too! like what??!!

help!

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i am back from camp. (: it was great! i was worried at first that it was going to be weird not knowing anyone there. jaclyn, you should know how it is. but it was completely not a cause for worry. people in my group were extremeley nice, and people outside the group were nice too. meeting new people and everything, can't get better.

i learnt alot too, from the camp. its been a long time since i've felt this way, and i really saw alot of things i should have earlier through the camp. especially during quiet time.

games and other stuff were cool too, alot of water games. we stayed up on the second night. we were supposed to be down for breakfast at 9, we went up to our rooms at 8.10 to wash up ans stuff. we just sat there, talked, played cards. basically stuff you'd do in the middle of the night. i love go fish the best. (:

oh but my legs were aching like crap. johnston said it was rheumatism, which freaked me out a little. meng yih said something else, and jed said it was something with a really long name. gosh. annie gave me a really great massage last night, thankyou, and it still hurts, but alot less now.

ohwells, it was a fantastic experience anyhow, and i don't regret anything. (:

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this is absolutely fab! it cannot get any better. daddy bought me a new book, megan's here, and i just found out my beloved jmac has released a new music video for just so you know. (: check it out, song of the moment!

song of last moment:
sexy love; ne-yo

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well, i have to say today has been the best day of the week, by far, although i'm quite sure it'll get better. (: i watched a movie with daddy today! the last time i did that with him was...x-men3. yep. we watched deck the halls. its not bad, really funny. we both left with stiches in our sides. it was one of those corny, christmas movies. so nah, don't waste your money. watching it on christmas 2years later on channel5 will not be too late to have a good laugh. (:

kimberley and natalie were so sweet today, so were allowed to play in the shower, and i let them put powder today after showers too. for some weird reason, they enjoy putting powder so much! that's about it. eat, wash, play, watch tv, and daddy picked me. amos is back. (: sam is back too. (: now you can see why i like today.

amos watched all my ivan vids, and he liked it. for sure, of course he does. sam, when you see this, scroll down, i think you will like the one to the song step up. megan duty tomorrow! i can't wait. (: i need to clear the piles of stuff on my floor, off my bed and pack a bag for camp. see? the week isn't so bad anymore. (:

ohwells, lets finish watching project runway.

ps, fuad(sp), sorry! my internet connection got disconnected last night. /:

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i did pack my room! well, sort of. it still counts. everything's dusty right now. maybe i'll crash in amos's room tonight since he's not around anyway. (:

i'm watching tyra show, about teenage obesity, while eating bread and marshmallows! i tried roasting marshmellows with a lighter gun earlier, and yes, it works. everyone needs to try is sometime or another. (:

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i did absolutely no packing at all today. i watched a 1997 movie, air bud, on channel5 in the afternoon. its really cute! and the kevin guy? he's josh in the movie, he's 22 now, and hot. (: like completely different from the little boy in the original air bud. 2006,1997

i managed to catch the ending of so you think you can dance though, just a little bit, where ashley and musa were voted out. not much ivan there. ): today's kim and nat duty was by far the most havoc i've had. natalie threw up her dinner all over the toilet. enough said. fortunately dawn didn't make me clean up. (:

so wednesday will be my next time there, thursday for xiao-yi, tomorrow to really tidy up my room. i am so excited! /:

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is it the comp, or the new skin, or blogger itself? i can't seem to change anything now even if i wanted to. and the tagboard's screwed up too.

and its pouring. JUST what i need.

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my life, is a sad, sad story. it is completely pathetic. all i have lined up this week is my sitting jobs, monday and another unconfirmed day for dawn, thursday for xiao-yi. i go to camp for the weekend from friday onwards. i have wednesday set aside for daddy, and annie is going to help me clear the room whenever i'm home. honestly, since this is looking like a pretty bleak week for me, i'm starting to think it is possible for me to finish tidying the room within this week.

yesterday was spent at the badminton court. but i didn't play. i ended up bringing sabrina and lydia to watch some doggy obedience training beside the courts. and trying to teach them bubble gum blowing, which was totally hopeless. r4e 4th annivasary d&d was held last night. went with my parents and amos. it wasn't a formal thing. the food was great, the weirdo games they played were weird, but fun in a really weird way. and the people were awesome. oh paikia sold his rav4! to save money?

but now you can't go driving with the rest with the ratty little car you got! when it started to get a little boring jaclyn called. (: she was so happy talking about her netball stuff! i'm sorry i didn't get to call you back last night girl. it was already midnight and i didn't know if i'd get you into trouble.

i finally went back to the nursery after such a long time. and all of people i have to meet there the annoying boy was there. he almost dropped a kid today! i guess i chose the wrong day to stage my return. ugh! had a nice long talk with veron though. i met a few of the youth outside the bookshop while sending amos off. charmaine and kim sort of scolded me for not going with them. /: sorry. my little brother shall take my place. (: yvonne was going to the camp to. i can't believe i've known her for as long as i've known her. i wonder what uncle jeff would say to me if he saw me today.

ohwells. i'm supposed to sleep early tonight since i slept only at 5.30 this morning.

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i couldn't sleep. a couple of people might know i love ivan from so you think you can dance. so i was youtubing for awhile and found a couple of vids i liked.
ivan and allison-stay with me
ivan and allison-buttons
ivan and allison-step up
ivan on ellen!
hannah montana-the other side of me. this is not unrelated. i think this was before so you think you can dance. spot the ivan koumaev! *there are only two male dancers. (: if you can't spot him, here's the screen shot. he was in best of both worlds as well, but you can't really see his face.

alright, i think i've got enough. its 2.10 now. time for bed!

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furniture shopping at ikea at tampines. ooh its huge. loads of stuff, amos jumping round, swedish meatballs. yes, i did have a fun afternoon. oh and we saw one of mum's friends, who talked (read: bragged) non-stop. your daughter is smart, be proud. you don't have to tell the whole world about it. she asked amos how much he got. and he told her. and she exclaimed "xxx on the dot ah?" grr.

concert thing was fun though. we got free tickets, so some dude asked us to go early. in the end although we didn't have to pay for it we still had to queue. ugh. and then we had to wait so long for the thing to start due to technical difficulties. plus most of the performers were unknown. to us. to make things worse, the spare batts i brought for sam's cam decided to die on us. and everywhere we went was closed. so we couldn't buy more too. ):

how is that fun? well its not. haha.

it was only the second half of the concert that was fun. from half of ronin onwards it was good. the lead singer of ronin is a bad influence on kids though, and there were kids present. he called his lead guitarist a bastard and in turn was called a son of a bitch, and at the end of his set promised the audience the band will rock the f*** out of everything tomorrow at lime sonic bang. if that's not terrible enough there was a kid in the audience who repeated "you son of a bitch!!"

after all that was paul twohill, norman then and gayle nerva. that was good. both norman and paul were so cute! and a little retarded, while gayle was just sweet and pretty. so sam and i saw a couple of kids and girls go to paul and norman for autographs, so we decided to too. we were lazy to wak up to our seats, so we just sat down next to them. paul twohill was trying to talk but saw loser up on stage were too loud.

we ended up shouting at each other.
twohill: i like them!
ilena: i've never seen them!
twohill: do you think i look like them?
ilena: yea, a little.
twohill: what??
ilena: a little bit!
twohill: oh! but i don't think so! they're too punk!
ilena: but the entire singapore thinks you're punk!
(music gets louder at this point)
twohill: (signing and mouthing) i'm not punk!!

and then sam and i (fine, me only) was so dumb, decided to take the side door out, interupted performers' discussions, and almost got lost. /: ohwells, we went home smiling anyway despite the kind of horrible beginning. (:

to sam: have fun!

to jed: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

to sophie: don't worry, it'll pass, let it pass. (:

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omg, andre ong's msn nick just made me crack up. it reads: is He on you? or is He IN you?

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oh my god. there's a horribly freaky show called crocodile on channel 5. i just saw i guy get eaten! gross. plus, i just had my dinner!

sam came over earlier, for lunch, money collection, and just lazing around. my body clock has gone haywire! just from one late night, screw up all patterns there were. /: jaclyn, call me when you see this! (:

i've had good news. tomorrow we're going to suscribe for cable, as well as shop for amos's furniture. re-doing an entire room looks like its going to take alot of work. but i can't wait to go to the stupid starhub shop! i've been waiting for almost my entire life for this. (: oh, finally.

but i got bad news too. we've been informed that grandpa's organs are failing one by one. and because they're all not working properly, there's nothing much the doctors and do to stop it. dad just told me he doesn't have much time left. ): i think this is as bad as it can get. knowing there's a possibility he'll go anytime, but not knowing exactly when. does he have weeks? months? years? how does a person deal with this?

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i was reading genny's blog earlier and spotted a comment on channing tatum. when sam and i watched step up a couple of weeks ago, we both thought he was hot, but that was that. i watched the movie she's the man in the cinemas or on a dvd, i can't remember, but why didn't i notice that he was completely hot in that movie too?!

in fact i think he was hotter in she's the man, just more appealing in step up because of the whole dancing thing. plus, in she's the man he had countless topless scenes. haha. and the way he had a crush on olivia girl (see dancing in gym part) was way cuter than being angry with whatever her name was on step up.

in step up he was the macho dude, fierce, moody, the typical juvenile delinquent, whereas in she's the man he was the sensitive guy, who's more happy than angry, afraid of big spiders and roomates with gay tendancies. the way you see it will affect which one you like best and in my case, in she's the man.

hard to believe he's bisexual. why couldn't he keep that to himself? i'm pretty sure he lost tonnes of supporters with this revelation. not a smart move in hollywood world. and the fact he dated amanda bynes after filming she's the man but dumped her for the girl from step up doesn't speak very well of him. is he going to date all his co-stars from here on?

he's still hot anyhow. (:
watch for the last part where channing is doing the interview and amanda came in. sweet. (:
click!
this one's from step up, one of the most meaningful parts. quality sucks. i especially like the first two minutes of the clip.
click!

ps. sorry if this post sounds ridiculous, but you shouldn't expect much from something written at 4.13am.

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yawn. the holidays are officially starting to get boring. i literally sat at home the entire day, switching positions from in front of the computer to in front of the tv. i got my ass up at 9.30, gave jaclyn a wake up call at 10, went online until 12, watched kids central with amos, went back online at 1, fell asleep at 2 on mummy's bed, woke up when jaclyn called.

left home at 4, reached dawn's place at 4.30, played with the girls until 6.30, ate dinner with them until 7.30, showered them at 8, mopped dinner area until 8.15, did their sticker books with them until 8.30, then i left their place.

waited for the damn bus for a whole freaking hour! all because dad was reluctant to come and pick me. why? he was hungry! gosh, he knows how freaky it is at that bus stop, its so dark, so ulu, and i waited there for a whole hour! everytime someone walked or cycled past i'd jump. i still can't believe he didn't come for me because he was hungry! ugh.

call me spoilt, but i've been given princesslike treatment growing up. all of a sudden daddy dearest tells me: "i just got home, i'm very hungry, can you come back yourself? i'll see you at home ok?" 30 mins later, i get another call, from amos. "hey where are you? daddy asks why you take so long to come home?" i mumbled something about still waiting for the effing bus and hanged up. another 30 mins later, i had just gotten on the bus, another call came in. daddy. "hey dear, you on the way home yet? want me to come?" me thinking: oh you finally finished eating? him: "i'm just concerned for you darling, making sure you're safe."

ugh! couldn't you have been concerned for my safety when i first called rather than thinking of your tummy?!

how much more horrible can my current life get?

but i remembered how lovely it was to sit with amos in front of the tv in the middle of the night. leaning on each other and critisising the people on tv. (tonight it was sports people from doha) i especially like how when he was younger he used to be afraid of coming upstairs by himself, and i'd piggyback him up. he's kinda too big for that now. /: but like old times, i am sitting in his room watching him fall asleep while trying to chase me out. (:

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photos are in!
jo-en's full month party!

the kids, the stars.

two out of three of my favourite monkeys

that's right dillon, SMILE(:

uncle james looks like his breastfeeding, hence uncle's reaction

the girls, all playing together without the hair pulling!

star no.2 of the afternoon

of course, the sleeping centre of attraction(:

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photos are in!(:
wellington international annual season party

family photo!

my hair; sue's hair

people who love they're hairdos.(done together)

sue; me

daddy dearest; me

my mummy is pretty right?

and my li'l brother is handsome?

yes, of course we had fun!(:

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i did something really bad! i'm sorry ______. i'll call you later. /:

went to school early in the morning for the sake of carina chan, and the stupid woman was late! grr. then to sam's place. hope you're feeling better sam, if its any comfort, i've gotten worse. aud came to sam's place too. and she took so long!

carina came over here after, tinkled with the comp for awhile, then went downstairs. she wanted to learn how to skate. she's good. like jaclyn, picked up really quickly. it was fun too, although i'm so tired, having slept at 2am.

mummy hasn't come home with my pictures yet. pfft.

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i want my pictures. (: sam, i want my pictures. mummy, i want my pictures. especially the one daddy took of sue's and my backs. haha.

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whoa, the oth season 4 is the most exciting ever!!
ep9 summary:
ravens won state championships
lucas got together with peyton(kiss)
brooke forgave peyton
and encouraged lucas to be with her
haley found out its a boy
haley gets run over by a car
guy who runs her over crashes car
nathan punches guy in car
(although he's unconcious)
dan stops nathan
guy in car is dead
dan covers ofr nathan
lucas has a cardiac arrest
all three sent to hospital.

watch it!

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out of all three (one and a half) days of REDcamp, today's the only day that's been good. well except for the part we had to go through the chinese thing. /: but on the whole, today was great. following jaclyn around looking for her hot guy, screaming with her whenever we saw him. it was pretty retarded. jaclyn was practically stalking him!

nah, but she got what she wanted in the end, except now she's free to bribe me for something she kind of really wants but is decieving herself into thinking she actually doesn't want it. come on jac, i'm open to negotiations. (:

anyway, pics. (:
jac; sam; me
jac; sam; recording studio
jac; SL; me; sam
sam; me; chuhao; shaun(sp); jac
sam; carina; me; jac
me; sam; jaclyn's sexy legs
fooling about in the toilet
more fooling?(:
funny shit
me; jonathan; jac

oh sam! send me today's pics soon! then i can post them soon. (: don't you just love those i took of you and sam? (:

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jaclyn ng, i have a funny little feeling you don't really find the camp that boring after all. (: three of us went to the ngee ann camp this morning, but we left after lunch for my place as it was really boring! we sat at home, watched my oth, ate ice cream, bitch talked and then sam had to go off. ): jaclyn didn't know what she wanted to do next. i allowed her 30mins on my comp in exchange she spent 30mins at the camp at night. she agreed.

so i had to sort of drag her there since she didn't want to go, but once we got there, whoa, she went crazy! cheering and screaming with the other people, dancing, jumping. she was having more fun than i was! and she said see you tomorrow to the jonathan guy although she emphasised she did not want to go with me tomorrow. hmph!

but i guess it was cool, kinda. taking pics and dancing while sitting and getting caught doing it ( i must have looked retarded). screaming for ronin and sitting on the speakers, singing along at the top of our lungs. (: i'm glad you had a good time. i bet the cherry on top of the cake was small talk while waiting for my dad to come huh? (: well, i'm glad you finally had a good time although the rest of the day was kind of dull.

but you are coming with me tomorrow no matter what, i'll call and wake you! sam, if you got time you should come too! (: watching jaclyn swoon is kind of hilarious.

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the ngee ann sort of camp thingy was kind of fun, yesterday. jaclyn wasn't able to go. its ok girl, you're coming today right? (: shan't go into details but its kind of spending almost the whole day laughing. the lunch was horrible though, even though it was macs. lets just hope and pray today's meals would be better.

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